So yeah it’s been about a week since I posted anything … quite a bit has happened. I’ll start with the little bit of good news I have. I went down to the local community college to enroll hoping that I will actualy be able to get money. I took the ASSET tests and I got a perfect score on the englinsh and on the reading, I didn’t hardly try on the math because I hate testing high in math =/ But if I go back and get 2 points higher in math I will be awarded the presidential scholarship as long as I can test into an honors class … and at the very worst I have already tested into honors english which is my least favorite subject. I am going up to the school in about 2 hours to take the test, wish me luck!
In other news everyone and thier mother seems to be moving on with thier life and accomplishing what they want and know where they are going. Meanwhile I hang back and have no clue where i’m going or what i’m going to do or what I even want from life. I feel so insufficient right now. My friend Chariti thinks I should be on medication for depression :( I don’t think it will fix anything, it’s just a bandaid solution. I might as well just become a pothead it does the exact same thing. I <3 Chariti so much though! She only worries about me. Don’t worry I will be fine I always am.
Me and my room mate threw a party on friday night and it was pretty kick ass. Unfortunately I got drunk even though I knew I should not have drank at all. By about 5am I was way down and it sucked ass. I hate that I can’t just be normal like everyone else. They make it look so damn easy. Hung out with my new friend Ashley on saturday and went and screwed with some payphones, that was fun! And just to end it all on a down note to convey the fact that I am depressed … I am yet again broke and my account is probably going to be overdrawn =/ OK back to work now.
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